Today is Saturday.. it's not my working sat.. but i went back to work...
End up... my bosses asked y i went back.. wat work do i ve to rush...Felt so pissed..
It's not as if they dunno how many events there are.. it's not as if i'm very free..
It's not the first time i ve done OT, y suddenly r u so concerned abt balanced life? *Pui*
If i dun finish whose responsibility is it? I'm not claiming money for the OT i have done.. it's not as if i m cheating on ur OT.. do u tink i ve nth better to do?
I could ve slept longer for one.. Y do i bother gettin up early on a SAT to go to work..
Felt so angry.. My efforts are not being appreciated.. tot to myself that i will never put in extra effort or time anymore..
BUT! after my anger has subsided, i was again wishing that time would not pass so fast so that i can do more work... yes. i noe i'm dumb haiz... someone help me...
lead me to tink of of sth which had happened quite awhile ago.. *didn't managed to blog the other time haha*
why would someone tink that by putting his msn nick as "3As!!" would scare me?
For god's sake, i'm not like you.. hoping others will do badly to form a safety net for u..
At that moment i was really displeased... irritated.. i guess.. no words tat can actually describe my feelings at that moment..
Also.. when ur seat is behind me and you have to pass by me to get to ur prj.. would it kill you to inform me that we have to hand in our prj to the class aunite? Thanks alot old fren..
Jus putting sth in the van or bringing sth back for us n we are in ur debt? yes i noe u dun ve to.. tat's y i didn't asked or expected u to.. but dun try to make us tink that he minds putting our books in his van when he's not the kind of calculative person like u r
And from an old acquaintance, i'm suddenly ur gd/close/old fren..whichever term u may chose to use.. reason? yup cos i ve gained some value.. there's sth tat you want from me.. i wonder wat..
Must everything you do be carefully tot out n considered? whether u would get some value out of it...or whether it would make ppl feel indebted to u so that u can make use of tat person in future..
It's a sad life when u ve to consider if u will be rewarded for every single thing you have done..
Again, i'm dumb. cos despite having said all these.. i still have a "soft spot" for u, willing to help u when u ask.. afterall... we Are old frens.. n there was once when u were a true fren...at least i tot so..
*to someone.. Dun u ever say tat i'm like her..cos i dun pretend to like someone tat i dun.. i treat her well cos of the past not cos i'm being hypocritical..
